really do not know if I should go for a jog! I actually need motivation these days, I feel so unmotivated it’s unreal…well that’s a lie otherwise I’d have dropped out of college by now. It’s just I really need a job just now, loads of my friends have jobs & they are earning money, I mean I really want to have a job, so I actually know what it’s like to earn money, instead of just taking things for granted! - I’ve handed in all my CV’s but just got no answers back! which to be fair is really annoying!
Another thing is that my house is so messy just now, but I find myself just sitting & staring at a stupid piece of manmade material (television) & the computer! It’s really annoying how these seem more important to me than helping out in the house!
I’ve come to a conclusion I’m going to totally change & pick a leaf out of my new book, get motivated, stop being lazy, not lie & start doing something with my life!